frustrations.

you cannot control the outcome. you cannot control the results. you have no say.

you thought you have given your best.
then it hits you hard on your face telling you that your best is not good enough.

you ask yourself, how much better do i have to be?
you ask yourself, how much more do i have to give?
you ask yourself, how much more time do i have?

you ask yourself questions you have no answers to.

you ask yourself.. why am i so frustrated. oh my soul, why are you so downcast?

why. so much frustrations!