frustrations.

you cannot control the outcome. you cannot control the results. you have no say.

you thought you have given your best.
then it hits you hard on your face telling you that your best is not good enough.

you ask yourself, how much better do i have to be?
you ask yourself, how much more do i have to give?
you ask yourself, how much more time do i have?

you ask yourself questions you have no answers to.

you ask yourself.. why am i so frustrated. oh my soul, why are you so downcast?

why. so much frustrations!

emotions.

last post: friday, june 12, 2009.
today: tuesday, september 15, 2015.

6 years since i last posted here.

it has been a long while since i last allowed myself to pen down my emotions. emotions that are meant to be kept in a box. emotions that are supposed to mean nothing to me.

emotions. :)